Born to win!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Drifted
Since when did you last respond to me when i say "Good Bye"?
Since when is the last time you approach me and say "Hi"?
Since when did we drifted so far apart from each other?. . . .
I do not know. . .
But definitely i do not like the way our friendship is going to. .
I may not say anything, cause i'm not a very wordy person, or do not know how to express myself toward you.
But DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART, IT IS KILLING ME~ BADLY
Since when is the last time you approach me and say "Hi"?
Since when did we drifted so far apart from each other?. . . .
I do not know. . .
But definitely i do not like the way our friendship is going to. .
I may not say anything, cause i'm not a very wordy person, or do not know how to express myself toward you.
But DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART, IT IS KILLING ME~ BADLY
Labels: Feeling, Frustrated, thought
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Restlessness. . . .
Have never been so tired in my life before. . . Not even when i'm in BMT. The pressure of getting the job on my hand done, and the burden that i am holding onto for the people in the group.
Worst thing that i can ever do is that i missed my sub-zone prayer meeting for this week. I admit that i'm kinda restless this week for some reason. . .
Maybe it is because i'm going into another phase of my army life? which is posting out to unit soon.
Maybe a mixed feeling that i have toward someone in my life?
Maybe it is fear of not being able to fulfill what God has in place for me. . .
What is the real reason for this restlessness is kinda pissing me off, because IT REALLY DOESN'T FEEL GOOD AT ALL .
I pray that i will get through this mixed emotion . . . . soon.
Worst thing that i can ever do is that i missed my sub-zone prayer meeting for this week. I admit that i'm kinda restless this week for some reason. . .
Maybe it is because i'm going into another phase of my army life? which is posting out to unit soon.
Maybe a mixed feeling that i have toward someone in my life?
Maybe it is fear of not being able to fulfill what God has in place for me. . .
What is the real reason for this restlessness is kinda pissing me off, because IT REALLY DOESN'T FEEL GOOD AT ALL .
I pray that i will get through this mixed emotion . . . . soon.
Labels: Desire, Feeling, Frustrated, PISSED, Rant
Friday, November 20, 2009
RT!!!!
OMG!!! I NEED TO GO BACK TO CAMP THIS COMING SAT!! >.<
Well that is the price you have to pay for being sick while "serving" the nation. I was sick from the 4th to 6th of november, and YES i am VERY VERY sick! Viral infection in my windpipe that causes me to lose my voice for 3 weeks. . . Ah well just my day. . there goes my sat morning. . . RARRR
Well that is the price you have to pay for being sick while "serving" the nation. I was sick from the 4th to 6th of november, and YES i am VERY VERY sick! Viral infection in my windpipe that causes me to lose my voice for 3 weeks. . . Ah well just my day. . there goes my sat morning. . . RARRR
Labels: Rant
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Michael Bubi - Home
I totally love this song to core. Somehow this song just captivated me the moment i hear it in Mr.dear torance blog haha~ I just keep repeating the song over and over again. .
But yet how many true friend do we have that truely will stand by you in time of trouble?
Yes there is, the place i called home, my beloved cellgroup.
And I'm surrounded byThe song just keep reminding me to love the people around me or is still around me. There are time where we feel that we are totally not alone at all surrounded by people and stuff.
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go hoooooooome
I've had my run Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go hoooooooome
It will alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home
But yet how many true friend do we have that truely will stand by you in time of trouble?
Yes there is, the place i called home, my beloved cellgroup.
Labels: Appreciation
Monday, November 16, 2009
Finally? Or not?
Been So long since i post anything here! I got to make myself more committed to POST! ARGH~
Lazy.....Lazy.......Lazy. . . . . . . .Time to sleep! Night people! I WILL TRY TO BE MORE COMMITTED IN BLOGGING! XD
Lazy.....Lazy.......Lazy. . . . . . . .Time to sleep! Night people! I WILL TRY TO BE MORE COMMITTED IN BLOGGING! XD
Labels: Lifestyle