Have never been so tired in my life before. . . Not even when i'm in BMT. The pressure of getting the job on my hand done, and the burden that i am holding onto for the people in the group.

Worst thing that i can ever do is that i missed my sub-zone prayer meeting for this week. I admit that i'm kinda restless this week for some reason. . .

Maybe it is because i'm going into another phase of my army life? which is posting out to unit soon.

Maybe a mixed feeling that i have toward someone in my life?

Maybe it is fear of not being able to fulfill what God has in place for me. . .

What is the real reason for this restlessness is kinda pissing me off, because IT REALLY DOESN'T FEEL GOOD AT ALL .

I pray that i will get through this mixed emotion . . . . soon.