Have never been so tired in my life before. . . Not even when i'm in BMT. The pressure of getting the job on my hand done, and the burden that i am holding onto for the people in the group.

Worst thing that i can ever do is that i missed my sub-zone prayer meeting for this week. I admit that i'm kinda restless this week for some reason. . .

Maybe it is because i'm going into another phase of my army life? which is posting out to unit soon.

Maybe a mixed feeling that i have toward someone in my life?

Maybe it is fear of not being able to fulfill what God has in place for me. . .

What is the real reason for this restlessness is kinda pissing me off, because IT REALLY DOESN'T FEEL GOOD AT ALL .

I pray that i will get through this mixed emotion . . . . soon.

OMG!!! I NEED TO GO BACK TO CAMP THIS COMING SAT!! >.<

Well that is the price you have to pay for being sick while "serving" the nation. I was sick from the 4th to 6th of november, and YES i am VERY VERY sick! Viral infection in my windpipe that causes me to lose my voice for 3 weeks. . . Ah well just my day. . there goes my sat morning. . . RARRR

I totally love this song to core. Somehow this song just captivated me the moment i hear it in Mr.dear torance blog haha~ I just keep repeating the song over and over again. .

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go hoooooooome
I've had my run Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go hoooooooome
It will alright
I'll be home tonight  
I'm coming back home

The song just keep reminding me to love the people around me or is still around me. There are time where we feel that we are totally not alone at all surrounded by people and stuff.

But yet how many true friend do we have that truely will stand by you in time of trouble?

Yes there is, the place i called home, my beloved cellgroup.

Been So long since i post anything here! I got to make myself more committed to POST! ARGH~

Lazy.....Lazy.......Lazy. . . . . . . .Time to sleep! Night people! I WILL TRY TO BE MORE COMMITTED IN BLOGGING! XD